At times point, hope will say perhaps she didn't know at all. Had she known, she might have invited you through her door.
Stupid isn't it.
Coming to both their defense, i was naive not to expect that. Or attribute it to believing we were closer than we actually were. From that point, you disappoint. Rather, another point proven.
To the both of them i leave you to. I shall raise no hand voluntarily on your issues.
Ey, your words still haunt.
"I want to know you better."
Here's what i thought then: You surprised me by making that decision days after you told me it'd be unfair to decide without knowing both sides. You'd told me you needed more time. Why make that decision when you still wanted to know me better?
With the exception of one that ended with taste of betrayal, it always has eluded me.
While you vomit your heart out for her, remove mine for your own use, brother. I'm better off heartless.
The going gets awfully painful.