A little more arrogance will go a long way for me.

Accommodating viewed as the lack of confidence. It sucks. Coupled with slow thinking, it makes things twice as bad.

Perhaps I was always relying on her. Having someone else would mean not being able to be by her side anymore.

That past me was weak. But I'm not strong now either. Other than the realized reality, I haven't changed all that much.

The interest is lost.