Apparently #6 stuck. Grimmjow from Bleach further affirmed my preference for that number.
Now it stands for shoving the finger in your face, not following the crowd, doing what my interest leads me to, the insane fits of violence Grimmjow displayed.
Of course, those fits of violence manifest themselves in much milder forms. In the form of my problems, threatening to consume & override. Sometimes I do wish for that consumption; to see what I can turn into.
The average man, is a man of his past.
A better man, is a man for his future.