I fear the lost of control on that night of the 18th.
This alternating cycle between 4 & 6, I might have found a definition for it. Might.
Bipolar disorder
It's like standing at the top of an unknown volcano for as long as you can. Not knowing if it is extinct or merely dormant. Seeing how far you can go.
The unaccepted is the abnormal. Who ever managed to prove that an act was right just because of mass prevalence.
Hence, biased are our views, built on the possibly crooked foundation of our predecessors' philosophy.
Should insanity overrun one day, may it be big.