Even the slackest, most uncooperative person can perform decently when placed in an appointment. My judgement then has been proven wrong on several subjects.
It is a place where you are whoever they say you are on one glance.
Also there apparently is 'politics' at play everywhere you go. Tread carefully & make allies. Support is needed for your defence & projection of opinions.
Welcome to the world of practicality.
This certain someone is interesting to study & perhaps emulate in parts.