I felt a strange feeling wash over me. Just for a second. As i remembered how it felt to be holding her hand, pulling her back. Ahead of is was a christmas decoration. A toy soldier built onto the pillars of the ERP gantry near Scotts Road i believe.

I was apologizing for my earlier actions. One of our two fights that ever happened. The decoration was blowing out made-believe snow. Bubbles.

I had apologized. She had pouted saying i did not mean what i said & walked on. I held her hand, told her i was truly sorry sorry & hugged her or held her by her shoulders. She softened.

I snorted.

Such evoked emotions no longer hold any value. Not only was it over, i refuse to believe it will repeat. Although a tiny voice still whispers of hope. Hence, disregarding the latter, time spent on reminiscing such issues is a complete waste.