"She said she loved me. When you love someone, you let them take care of you."
- Christopher Harte

If it comes to pass, if it is for certain, what am i to do?

If you love someone enough, let them go as they wish.

Those thoughts appeared time & again in the past. Never so vivid, so complete though.

But i am supposed to protect you from harm.

Somehow, i'm afraid of what i caused with the revelation of my past. Somehow, i'm worried about the action to take if it comes to pass. I haven't found a method.

But i guess i'm more or less emotionally ready. Still physical preparations to be made.

If you love someone, you don't put them leave them with that load for the rest of their lives.