It truly is code red i guess. But i suppose revelation will not come. For burdened is the stick that i depend upon.

Doing what i want. Following my codes. Complex is the relation between my actions & my thoughts that i do not comprehend.

Complex. Confusing.

I'm not lost. But i'm lost as to the next move to take.

Gosh. Within predictable bounds is this situation, but unprecedented it has been.

I ask for your forgiveness for i know not what i can do.